Question...

Do you think its right for people to tell you what you can and can not do?? Even if it seems impossible, is it right for people to crush your dreams?  Who is your dream crusher?

Reply with comments please

FEARS

I have lots of fears. Irrational and Rational. I hate snakes! they are SOOOOOO nasty and slippery little suckers.  I hate needles, one time I had to get shots for Junior high and I threatened to punch the nurse in the face.... =====>--------

I am afraid of the future and what is going to happen. Im scared to find out what lies ahead, I cant stand the thought of not being happy in the future.

What are your fears?? Are the Rational or Irrational?  Do they HOLD YOU BACK???

Happiness

Honestly this isn't going to be a super long post.  But I want some feedback, I see online and in public in general how unhappy people are.  And they always always blame it someone or something.

So what is your opinion, Is it your choice to be happy, or do others make you unhappy?

Thinking

THINKING

What are you thinking about right now? Right now im thinking about what I am going to say on the subject of thinking.  I think about everything, big or small, Serious or silly. I over think things, I forget about things.  I stare at the ground and think about what I need to do that day.  I stare at people and think I wonder what they are thinking right now. 

I wonder what you are thinking about right now...  Reply with comments on what your thinking about right now, no matter whats on your mind.

Innocent- Our Lady Peace

I post alot of lyrics of my favorite songs, that is because I love music and thats my favorite thing to do when I need time to think and time to be alone. Enjoy these lyrics :)

Oh, Johnny wishes he was famous
Spends his time alone 
In the basement
With Lennon and Cobain
A guitar and a stereo
While he wishes he 
Could escape this
It all seems so contagious
Not to be yourself and faceless
In a song that has no soul


I remember feeling low
I remember losing hope
I remember all the feelings
And the day they stopped
We are, 
We are all innocent, we are all innocent
We are, we are, we are
We are all innocent, we are all innocent
We are, we are 

Oh, Tina’s losing faith in what she knows
Hates her music 
Hates all of her clothes
Thinks of surgery
And a new nose
Every calorie is a war
While she wishes she 
Was a dancer
And that she'd never 
Heard of cancer
She wishes God would give her
Some answers
And make her feel beautiful


One day
You'll have to let it go,
Oh
One day 
You'll stand up on your own, you'll stand up on your own
Yeah
Remember losing hope, 
Remember feeling low, 
Remember all the feelings and the day they stopped

We are, 
We are all innocent, we are all innocent
We are, we are, we are, 
We are all innocent, we are all innocent
We are, we are

We are, 
We are all innocent
(One day, you'll have to let it go, you'll have to let it go)
We are all innocent
We are, we are, we are, 
We are all innocent, we are all innocent
We are, we are

We are, 
We are all innocent
(One day, you'll stand up on your own, stand up on your own)
We are all innocent
We are, we are, we are, 
We are all innocent, we are all innocent
We are, we are

We are... we are all innocent...

Love

Love - Collective soul

This song describes love in a simple understandable way.... 

Marching through the corridor
Through faces I don't know
Got sunshine on the inside
But nowhere to glow

And counting down the hours
Pretending that it's time
Searching for the patience
A treasure I can't find
Days try to convince
Faith can cure all loneliness
Wishes wish for more
Wishes that could lead me towards

Love, love is where I now lie
Yeah, love is looking into your eyes
Looking out my window
Soaring through the blue
Something's always nothing
'Til I'm touching you

Nights are always spent
Hiding in life's compliments
And thoughts just thinking more
Thoughts on how I'm yearning for
Love, love is where I now lie
Yeah, love is looking into your eyes
Love, love is where I now lie
Yeah, love is looking into your eyes
Love, love is where I now lie
Yeah, love is looking into your eyes

I've got to get back, I've got to get back
I've got to, got to get back home
I've got to get back, I've got to get back
I've got to, got to get back home

Mat Kearney 

Ships In the Night

Music Speaks to me very strongly, It helps me calm down, think of new ideas, and concentrate. This is one of my Favorite songs by my Favorite Artists Mat Kearney:

Like ships in the night
You keep passing me by
We're just wasting time
Trying to prove who's right
And if it all goes crashing into the sea
If it's just you and me
Trying to find the light

Like ships in the night letting cannon balls fly
Say what you mean and it turns to a fight
Fist fly from my mouth as it turns south
You're down the driveway... I'm on the couch

Chasing your dreams since the violent 5th grade
Trying to believe in your silent own way
Cause we'll be ok... I'm not going away
Like you watched at fourteen as it went down the drain

And pops stayed the same and your moms moved away
How many of our parents seem to make it anyway
We're just fumbling through the grey
Trying find a heart that's not walking away

Turn the lights down low
Walk these halls alone
We can feel so far from so close

Like ships in the night
You keep passing me by
We're just wasting time
Trying to prove who's right
And if it all goes crashing into the sea
If it's just you and me trying to find the light
Like ships in the night
You're passing me by
You're passing me by
Like ships in the night

And I'm at the airport waiting on a second plane
Had to pack and you had cramps and I was late
Headed to a red carpet they won't know my name
Riding in silence all that we wanna say

About to board when you call on the phone
You say "I'm sorry. I'll be waiting at home"
Feels like we're learning this out on our own
Trying to find a way down the road we don't know

Turn the lights down low
Walk these halls alone
We can feel so far from so close

Like ships in the night
You keep passing me by
We're just wasting time
Trying to prove who's right
And if it all goes crashing into the sea
If it's just you and me
Trying to find the light
Like ships in the night
You're passing me by
You're passing me by
Like ships in the night

And I'm gonna find my way
Back to your side
And I'm gonna find my way
Back to your side

Like ships in the night
You keep passing me by
We're just wasting time
Trying to prove who's right
And if it all goes crashing into the sea
If it's just you and me
Trying to find the light
Like ships in the night
You're passing me by
You're passing me by
Like ships in the night

Alive

Alive - Kid Cudi

Everytime, the moon shines I become alive, yeah
and everytime, the moon shines I become alive, yeah

I'm feeling strange in the night
I'm not myself I feel I'm thrown into a fight
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide nothin's right
my skin is burning when my rock begins to speak
There's something going wrong with me
I am changing rapidly
I'm feeling stronger, more alert, I'm on the move
I smell her scent and I know I will find her soon (soon, soon)
the one to come and free me from this fate
I'll find her, it's not too late, hey, hey

Everytime, the moon shines I become alive, yeah
and everytime, the moon shines I become alive, yeah

I'm a beast in the night
I'm on the prowl and I'm hoping to find some light
you call it heaven, I can do it for the same
Ain’t nothing wrong I bin feasting on something brave
a sexy lady who's pure, she has the cure, uh
I hope she can find a man within the beast, and
I hope she saves me from the curse I have to beat, hey
I hope she figures out a way to save my soul
yeah, to save my heart, hey

Everytime, the moon shines I become alive, yeah
and everytime, the moon shines I become alive, yeah

Nananananananana, whoooa
nanananananana
Nananananananana, whoooa
nanananananana

I watch the sun collapse
and tuck up in the clizzoud
I am the lone wolf
go where I wanna
Let the moon shine be the guide to the lizzight
even when I stray away the light never left me, uh
I learn to follow my instinct
Talk about the light,
rather that than the evil
Fill another place in a room full of people
Try and be the same b!t*% you know you're not a sequel

You're fate will be whatever it shall be (be, be, be, be)
We'll fight no more,
I let these things just be (be, be, be)

Everytime, the moon shines I become alive, yeah
and everytime, the moon shines I become alive, yeah

Nananananananana, whoooa
nanananananana
Nananananananana, whoooa
nanananananana

I know im alive because music changes my mood and what I think about...

Intro

who are you to tell me who I cant be.  "he who has not sinned, let him cast the first stone." Something along those lines...